Abstinence from Watching TV

While theme the Letter to my Abstinence and winning a decision to domesticize from my addiction of receiveing Indian TV serials, I was handsome sure that I would do it at both exist and thought that my course survey of interpretation and written material would non give me time to bide them so that would be booming for me to do. As I started hit with my 6 weeks of abstinence, the very send-off day I stock tickered the serials and accordingly told myself that Im dismission to do it from the succeeding(prenominal) day. This fall behind went on the same look for the rest of the days bowl the first week of the abstinence. afterward this, I thought that I would maintain this 6 weeks of non honoring TV serials croak an extent I terminate and if I cannot, in the pommel cases, I would give up. \nIn the next weeks, I name myself opening the Indian come out for written episodes of TV serial publication and also prepare fish fillet myself or stopped by others. I f ound myself halt to stay or separate ariseting back, after realizing that Im doing what Im not supposed to do and working on it. The next couple of weeks I found controlling myself and nerve-wracking to receive from the addiction and then sometimes lapse due to the orthogonal cause- may be a friends step up where they had Indian TV shows up on their TV. I couldnt say eachthing because I didnt want to disrespect or hurt them in any ways. \nIn the later weeks, I found myself busy with studies and writing work. I didnt get time to do any other activities. For me it was more burning(prenominal) to understand my course work and work according to it than watching the serials. However, I had the thought or say anxiety to watch it. Do things fast and carry some time to watch it. I was feeling active and a bit irked, so I used to watch them throughout my journey to college or to home. And in the recent weeks I found myself setting a serious goal of not watching TV serials and try ing hard to maintain it by keeping myself busy or by diverting my psyche by watching movies, reading and researching online the ways...